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[Jun. 12th, 2006|01:29 pm] |
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| | happy | ] | well, ally broke up with me because "we don't get to talk much" she said it was her fault, but let's get real; the reason why she broke up with me is because either she found someone else, or she just got sick of me. either way it's cool because she made it easier on me by breaking up with me before i broke up with her. the reason why it's easier on me is because i hate breaking up with people.
I'm FREEEEEEE!!!!!!! finally!!! now i don't have to worry about what i do, say, or even think about. I don't know why i always wanted to go out with her so bad. oh well, it's over now.
I already have my eyes on another girl. her name is connie and i met her at my sister's birthday party. connie is also friends with my friend Josh carte. she is in my grade.
I'm also going to liz's Birthday party on june 24th. i can't wait because katie is going to be there too. i can't wait to see her. |
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[May. 1st, 2006|11:22 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] | ok, i'm REALLY fuckin' pissed off now!!. i am really getting sick of all of this shit. at one moment vamp tells me that she doesn't want another boyfriend, then she goes and kisses c.j. i don't give a fuck if she says they are dating or not. vamp and c.j. can spend the summer together for all i fuckin' care. i just know i'm not going to have contact with either of them. fuck it!!! I am fuckin sick of everything. and right now, i feel like i have been stabbed in the back several times by who i thought was my best friend. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|10:28 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] | well today is a really crappy day. I mean yes, today is 4/20, but i am really fuckin' pissed off right now. yesterday i had to talk to the principal because some asshole told the principal a lie about me planning to jump chris and sean after school. which is bullshit i have just been ignoring them. then today, I found out that smokey that stupid bitch went and told the principal that because she wanted me to get in trouble. and sean is the one that called me a faggot and threatned to kick my ass this morning. fuck him. fuck everybody. i hope that fucker sean dies and rots in hell for the rest of his worthless afterlife. that fucker is nothing but a pure waste of god given talent. i want to fuckin' kill everybody right now. I'm gonna go now because i am about to say something in this entry that i might regret.FUCK YOU SEAN!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 19th, 2006|11:30 am] |
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well this is my first journal entry in about a month. i don't have much time to update it either because i'm in school right now and class is over in 5 minutes. well the only thing that happened within the past month is that me and vamp broke up because she's dating jack right now. and i am dating a girl online. that is pretty much all i have to say right now because class is almost over. I will update this journal again later today if i can. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2006|10:27 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] | I'm in 4th period right now with nothing else to do but update this journal. right now I'm really pissed off and sad at the same time. I don't have a reason to be pissed off but i feel sad because I've been thinking about my friend corey ALOT lately. And thinking about him really hurts me. Also, Addy and I just broke up last week and she just thinks that I have to chill and she probably thinks that I am a person who just completely Hates everything and everyone. Some times I wish I was never even born. I wasn't even supposed to be born (my parents told me that i was an accident). But I also know that suicide is NOT the answer because it's selfish and it will hurt the ones I love. So i'm not going to do anything stupid. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|11:28 am] |
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| | okay | ] | I'm in a good mood today. this morning i spent alot of time with zuckerkecks. at least until a bunch of morons joined us at our table and made a bunch of jokes about girls with penises. It was really weird. Zucker kecks wasn't in the best mood this morning, because she thinks she is fat. and she even threw up this morning, so I am really worried about her. I tried to convince her that she is NOT fat, but she won't belive me. Zuckerkecks is the prettiest girl I have ever met, but she thinks that she is ugly. I hope I can convince her that she is not ugly. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|01:48 pm] |
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| | good | ] | this is my first jounal entry, and I don't really have anything to write about except how nervous I am because my Probation Officer is coming over to my house today. I am nervous about that because my dad tries to do anything in his power to get me thrown in jail. My dad can be an idiot at times (I would use different words but i have to keep it clean because i'm in school right now and my teacher might see this). There is one good thing in my life right now though, her name is Addy. I have probably never felt closer to anyone in my life than i do to her. Addy and I have had our problems in the past and we have gone out and broken up several times, but right now I feel like nothing could come between us. Addy if you are reading this I want you to know that I really feel this way and it is coming from my heart. I really love you. Well that's about it for this entry. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|06:26 am] |
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Ich bin ein poseur. Ich versage an Leben. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|04:28 pm] |
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| | Crazy | ] | Hello, everyone. I am Pfannkuchen. Welcome to a journal entry. |
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